It’s been a month since I made my debut as a YouTuber. I just started it as something new to do for my 45th birthday, and also to continue my son Tyler’s legacy. In the past one month, I’ve made 22 videos (including I’m planning to upload tonight), I have 58 subscribers, 1.3K views.
Read MoreMy son and I’ve been taking a bath every night. Since my first son died in November, it’s been important for me to feel my second son more. For me, taking a bath together with my second son has been a way to feel his existence directly. I was hoping that it was good for his grieving also because we can both boost our oxytocin. After we get out of the bath, it was out ritual to drink some water, milk, or juice together.
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